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Something anti-angst, for a change.
May. 17th, 2004 12:34 pmI'm turning into the kids off of South Park... you know, the "goth crowd"... the ones who sat in an all-night diner and drank coffee, wore all black and complained about how much life sucks.
I did that minus the coffee, because coffee is nasty, and minus the all black and the all-night diner. Everything else fits though.
I MADE ANOTHER 4.0 THIS SEMESTER! Why is this amazing? Because my voice final sucked, that's why. I had my song memorized (Per la gloria d'adorarvi) but once I got on stage, I froze. I forgot an entire verse and I couldn't stay on pitch. Adam (my FABULOUS voice teacher) told me if I went on stage sounding the way I did during our final rehearsal, he would have no choice but to give me a C for the class. I went home, called Bruce and cried. He calmed me down and I spent the remaining hours practicing my ass off. You would have never known it judging by my final. *sigh* Imagine my intense surprise when I got my grades and found that I made a 4.0! This means that I WILL get into the Education Department come fall. Everything is finally falling into place. All that remains is a job and financial aid.
Woot!
My depression isn't mine but at least I know that now. It makes it that much easier to cope now that I know that. I can gird my loins and do my thang.
Pictures of me have been turning out well and this is another new arrangement. Beth has a picture of me in my little red plaid skirt that looks really good (the picture, not just the skirt) and Bruce has a picture of he and I that I'm going to need to get sent to me so I can post it. We look really good together. The minorly creepy thing is that he and I have the same jaw line, with me having the more feminine version.
I'm getting my hair cut today. I will keep everyone posted.
I did that minus the coffee, because coffee is nasty, and minus the all black and the all-night diner. Everything else fits though.
I MADE ANOTHER 4.0 THIS SEMESTER! Why is this amazing? Because my voice final sucked, that's why. I had my song memorized (Per la gloria d'adorarvi) but once I got on stage, I froze. I forgot an entire verse and I couldn't stay on pitch. Adam (my FABULOUS voice teacher) told me if I went on stage sounding the way I did during our final rehearsal, he would have no choice but to give me a C for the class. I went home, called Bruce and cried. He calmed me down and I spent the remaining hours practicing my ass off. You would have never known it judging by my final. *sigh* Imagine my intense surprise when I got my grades and found that I made a 4.0! This means that I WILL get into the Education Department come fall. Everything is finally falling into place. All that remains is a job and financial aid.
Woot!
My depression isn't mine but at least I know that now. It makes it that much easier to cope now that I know that. I can gird my loins and do my thang.
Pictures of me have been turning out well and this is another new arrangement. Beth has a picture of me in my little red plaid skirt that looks really good (the picture, not just the skirt) and Bruce has a picture of he and I that I'm going to need to get sent to me so I can post it. We look really good together. The minorly creepy thing is that he and I have the same jaw line, with me having the more feminine version.
I'm getting my hair cut today. I will keep everyone posted.
